Depressed....

I can't quite put my finger on it but I think I am either depressed or heading there....I feel sad inside! I don't like the feeling but I can't quite figure what to do to get out of it! Maybe it is just a valley I need to go through in life, it seems it has been awhile since I have been this sad....I am not sure what sent me here but here I am in the midst of a valley. Is it the weather? Is it I am unsettled about what to do with Ang next year as far as school? Maybe it is because my life is in such disarray? Maybe it is because I can't quite get my diet plan straightened back out and back on the wagon? I am not sure what it is but like I said I don't like it - I don't like my heart aching over all the bad things in life!

I am going to try to get out of town on Saturday and go to Davenport, WA - we are going to see a local singer perform at the casino up there! How exciting for them to get invited up there to perform.

Speaking of a trip out of town - gas prices are crazy! My husband just called to make sure I fill up today when I go out because gas prices are supposed to skyrocket again over this HOLIDAY weekend! That sucks! I am so tired of whatever is going on - that makes me sad too! There are people who can't afford the gas prices who are retired and live on limited budgets! What is up with all this crap - I don't get it! Another raping by our lovely country and Oh yes, I understand that it is one of the best places to live in the world - could that be because China owns most of us? Slap me! I am just so tired of politics and all the money that gets "wasted" on campaigning for the crooks! YEESH - there I blew some steam stored up somewhere in my mind! Wake me up when the new president is elected because I am tired of hearing about it!